"good morning baby, i hope i'm gonna make it through another day."
- bic runga & dan wilson

after weeks and weeks of living a relationship of invisibility, the truth has finally emerged to the surface. one step at a time. his friends started to know about him not dating again. next stop: me. sometimes, this insecure feeling come up and tell me that i'm not the right one for him. i feel for the first time, under the shadow of his ex, and add some friendster pages, it all equals unworthiness and jealousy. absolutely lame! and i hate it :)

we went out today, and i'm so happy that he picked me up at the office. after busting myself on work, meeting him afterwards really boost me up. how God has given me blessing through attentions that he gave me.